i , sHe & hE... 3 Lifes & 3 Families

Nenu chala chala senistive. Alanti nannu enta daarunamuga torture chesindi. Avemi tattukolepotunanu. Almost from 8 months I do not have proper sleep. Nannu torture chesi, edipinchi tana life tanu happy ga lead chesukuntundi. Naaku second track gurinchi telisina taruvata tanaki chala sarlu cheppanu.. Nee valla nenu chaala pain anubavistunanu... ade pain nuvu kuda anubavinchaali, second one ni vadilei ani chaala sarlu adiganu. But daaniki tanu oppukoledu, second atanu chala sensitive, tattukoledu ani... Mari naa sangatenti ani adigite.. marriage chesukomani free suggestion ichindi. Clear ga cheppanu... 3 lifes, 3 families tho nuvu adukuntunav vaddu.. iddaram pain anubaviddamani... But she did not listen to me.


Please read.....


Tanaku tanu ga naa life lo ki vachindi. Tane first propose chesindi. First time memu NTR gardens ki velinapudu 3 times auto lo' I love you' chepu ani nanadigindi. Then I said to her, I will not say that as I do not have such feeling on you, I knew the pain in that. Ila chepina nene slow slow ga tanaki daggarai poyanu. Enta daggaraiahanante....

tane naa prapancham, vere alochane ledu....  tanatone naa future... naa life.. enno dreams,,, ememi cheyali... anta tane....

I don't remember how could she come to my room... Did I ask her to come to bachelors room? I cannot ask like that. Definately I cannot ask like that. Or She wanted to come??? I'm not sure... how could it happen..  ... oka ammai bachelor room ki raavadam enti ani apude gattiga tanu ani vunte.... asalu memepudu kovvu veshalesevallam kaademo. Adi oka ammai ga tanaki tanu control ga vundali kada. Appudu tappu tanade kaada. Oka ammai ga bachelor room ki raavadam tappu kada...

I can say that we lived like a wife & husband, Why I'm telling is:  Every weekend she comes to my room and I said to my house owners that she is my menakodalu. They thought that we are going to get marry. Even ipatiki kuda maa house owners adugutaru tana gurinchi... marraige epudani... 5 days I spent with her at her home. Except sunday, we used to meet every day. I don't know how many times she came to my room.  We used to cook many times in my room.

I like orange color. She even bought orange color dress. 


She used to cook in my room. She likes panipuri.  I used to ask panipuri wala many times about how to make panipuri to prepare for her. One day we prepared pani puri in room.

I tel you... How she has come to me...  liked me..... 
Asalenduku tanu naa life lo ki vachindi....

Evaro tana gurinchi maa office lo bad ga matladukunte nenenduku mana krishna dt. ammai gurinchi ila bad ga matladukuntunarani baada padali. Evaro edo matladukunte nenenduku tanani pilichi correct cheyadaniki try cheyali. Nenu tanato aa vishayam cheppina night tanemina chesukuntademo ani nenuduku tanaku cal cheyali...

Naaku chaala pedda siksha nichindi.


For Second one:
Hi buddy, I don't have any personal grudge on you.
Can you answer for my questions to yourself, not to me or any one. Just self examine yourself.


Naatho affair vunnadanna vishayam neeku nijamga chepite... neeku propose chesina enta kaalaniki cheppindi? 

Naaku second track gurinchi telisina taruvata, tanokasari naa room ki vaste, tanato potladi nenu naa dairy pattukuni maa ofz ki vellanu. Cheater adi chusindi.  Nenu neekekada cheppestaano ani tane aroju busstop lo (not at your office busstop, you people came to somajiguda busstop) neetho chaalasepu matladidindi, may be naa gurinchi cheppi vuntundemo.. I do not know.  Tanu neeke nijamga cheppalante,  appude enduku cheppindi.

When did she propose you. We used to meet in our room and had kovvu things after she joined in your company.


Tanu buslo nunchi digutunte leg benikindani neetho lie cheppi naatho arojanta room lo spend chesindi. You even tried for her home number also right.

Nuvvu tanaki "naana " ani message chestunav. Kanna Ammani Naanani mosam chesi, lies cheppi naa room ki vachedi. .... and valla meeda enno saarlu promise vese situations techukundi......


If you read this post, tel me why are you hiding always. I tried to meet you many times. Nijanikenduku duram ga paaripotunav??. This is truth boss, you have to face it.  Do you think she loves you. She just managed both. 

Whether you like to meet me or not....we are meeting soon. And we meet your parents to tel the TRUTH.

Tanaku tanu ga tane vachi iddariki propose chesindi.

This is womens world boss... Men are living in that. This is true.  She just used both of us in her world.

Can you understand how I was tortured by her...  You know what I'm saying... I used to cal you every time I got engage. How pain it was. Didn't you get any doubt at that time. What cock & bull storty that play girl told you.
 When her uncle passed away, she spent all the time with you till 10PM and got down at begumpet. I dropped her at uppal. Aina nenichinavanni vesukuni neetho teeragatamenti...    aaha heartless moron.

You even given her a mobile. 


One day I was ready with my dairy to told you everything. That day I saw she was talking to you in somajiguda busstop. After a long talk with you, do you know where she got down. Next bus stop pulla reddy to meet me. If she was not doing any mistake why the hell.. tel me why the hell she managed both of us and got down.  Not only that day... almost for 8monts....


Tappu chese valle bayapadataru.


What I lost because of this double gamer / Play girl:
 Tanaku tanu ga tane oppukundi and ade nijam kuda... tana valle, kevalam tana valle eeroju naa character paadipoindi. Anta daarunamuga nannu torture chesindi. Ammai antene bayamestundi.  Evado bad ga tana gurinchi matladukuntunarani nenu tanani correct cheyadaniki try cheste.. final ga emaindi.. bull shit.. I lost myself completely.. my character... my happiness... my life.... my money too... Can I get all these things back.

I have prepared an excel sheet with all the money details that I spent for her.  & Every weekend I'm doing my work to get the justice. Soon we meet.

Chat

Chat with S (chudu nenu ne gurinchi ma intlo entha cheppanu...mari nuvu eppuudu chepthunav na gurinchi nenila oka ammaini istapadthunanu ani -> She was asking me to tell about our love to my parents).

4:40 PM S: enti antha busy na

4:41 PM me: endukala annav

 S: status busy pedthe

 me: reply to my status msg

4:42 PM pandi diedaa?

 S: ledhu

  em reply ivvala ani

  chinching

4:43 PM me: chinchu chinchu

 S: busy na nuvu

 me: antemi kaadu'

4:44 PM matladutu chestaanu

 S: em chesav morning ninchi

4:46 PM me: working

 S: contuniously??

 me: Yes

 S: gr8

 me: you?

4:47 PM S: studying

 me: nidra?

 S: no nidra

  nidra time ki power vundatledhu

4:48 PM me: movieanta chusaava?

 S: ledhu

  starting chusanu

  anthe

4:49 PM me: satisfied with u r studying?

 S: haaa yes

4:51 PM me: pandi matladu

 S: em matladanu

4:52 PM me: naa pilakani penchutunnavaa?

 S: ledhu

  adhi peragatledhu

 me: oye manchiga oil pettu

4:53 PM S: pettaledhu monnati ninchi

 me: emochhindee neeku

  ayina oil pettakunda ela vuntaareee

  endipoinatluntundi kadaaaa

4:54 PM S: smooth ga vuntundhi

  endi poyinattu kadhu

 me: nee moham

4:55 PM black ga chakkaga vundalante oil pettali

  naakenduku, by the time of our first night i want big big jeda

 S: first nite kada chaaaaaaalaaaaaaa time vundhi le

4:56 PM me: talli ippati nunchi penchite kaani peragadu

  definate ga 1yr teesukuntundi

4:57 PM S: mana first nite 3 years tharvatha kada

 me: waat?

 S: after 3 years kanna

 me: why

4:59 PM S: thondara padakudadhu

  first mana idharam okokalni ardham cheskovali

 me: uhu next?

5:00 PM S: hey just now ma mom asked abt u

  ra phone cheyatledha ani

  anhaku mundhu chesevadu ga ani

 me: right now?

 S: yes

5:01 PM me: naa naame gurtundaa mee mom ki?

 S: enduku vndadhu

  ne gurinchi anthaga cheppanu mari

 me: Oho

  cal cheyadam leda ante em cheppav?

5:02 PM S: enduku amma nuvu matladthava ani adiganu

  neeku matladalani vundha annanu

  nakenduku anindhi

5:03 PM anthaku mundhu baga chesevadu ani cheppav kada ippudu cheppatledhu ga anindhi

 me: anindhaaa / annaraaa?? Ye vure meedi...erra bussekki vachhavaaa?

5:04 PM S: hello

  nenu hitech bus ekki vachanu

  erra bus kadhu

 me: anindhentee mari

  annaru ani cheppalevaa?

5:05 PM S: nenu anthe po

 me: inkemannaru amma

 S: anthe

5:06 PM chudu nenu ne gurinchi ma intlo entha cheppanu...mari nuvu eppuudu chepthunav na gurinchi

  nenila oka ammaini istapadthunanu ani

5:07 PM me: chestunaaddu, emina interviews vuntay cheputunnadu

  JTO coaching teesuko ani guide chestunaadani chepochhukadaa

 S: lumbini lo kalusthunadu

  ne gurinchi goppaga cheppala ippudu

5:08 PM me: goppagaa emi vaddu, nijam cheppu chaalu

 S: abbooo

 me: avunu mari

5:09 PM aina ammaki okasaaray enduku gurthochindi

 S: emo

5:12 PM oye

  did same MISTAKE again? 5:11 PM

  adhi enduku pettav

5:13 PM me: nenaa

  adi eppudo kadaaa

 S: no ippudu

 me: ippudu VPN disconnect ayyindi

  bahusaa appudu adi vachhi vuntundi

 S: ahaaa

  ok

5:14 PM me: aina ammaki okasaaray enduku gurthochindi
pandi

 S: emo vachindhi

  bahusa neeku itchi pelli chedam ani anukuntundhi emo

5:15 PM me: abbo

  nuvvu chepochhu kadaa chestunaadani

  so tht iddaramu touch lo vunnam anukunedi

 S: ok cheptha le

  next time call chesinapudu

5:16 PM me: saray

 S: tell me

  wen r u going to tell in ur home

 me: abt waat?

 S: me

 me: endukuuuu?

  & emani

 S: adenti

5:17 PM nenu ila oka ammaini istapadthuna

  urgent ga naku thanatho pelli cheyandi

  asale na age ekkuva ayipothundhi

  inka late chesthe...........

5:18 PM me: ala emi ledee

  nekemina cheppana nenu evarinina istapadutunnani

 S: avunu

  nake cheppav kada

5:19 PM me: oho nuvvvvaaaa

  lite cheppanavasaram ledu le

 S: ye enduku

 me: adi naa istam

5:20 PM S: enti ne istam

 me: who is important and who is not ....

 S: who is important for u

  and who is not??

  tell me

 me: i wil tel to important people only

5:21 PM S: andhuke naku cheppu

 me: oosi erridaanaaa

  I wont tell to un/inimportant ones like U

5:22 PM enti neeku nuvve anesukuntunaavaaa nuvu naaku importan ani

  ala anukolekapothe bathakalevu lee

  paaaaaaaapam

 S: nuvve cheppav kada

 me: eppudu?

 S: chala sarlu cheppav

  nuvu naku chala important ra ani annav

5:23 PM kaadha??

5:24 PM me: emo nenemi analedu

  naatho ala anipinchunaavemo nuuvvve

 S: ante nenu important kaada

 me: kaaaaadu

5:25 PM aina endukala anukuntunaavo telusukovachha memsaab??

 S: mari enti ne pranama

 me: oooooooooori naayano

  vaammo vaayyo

  laughing heree

 S: here also

 me: vasai urgent london

5:26 PM S: chi chi chair paducheyaku

  po

 me: ok

5:30 PM came

 S: wat u did

  explain me clearly step by step

5:32 PM me: hello

  Ok

 S: ya tell me

 me: 1.Went into baathroom faast gaa

 S: ok

 me: 2. Opend Zip

 S: ok

 me: Chi chi

5:33 PM neeku siggulekapoina naakundeee

 S: abbooo

  antha sudden ga siggu ekkada ninchi vachindhi anta

 me: konni matladataaniki baagovu..

  avi cheyadamvarake i mean in actions only

 S: ahaaa

5:34 PM third step nenu cheppana

 me: chwppu

 S: 3. Went for toilet ante saripothundhi

  dantlo antha siggu padataniki em vundhi

 me: ahaaa

5:35 PM S: always double meaning kovvu fellow

 me: pratidi clear ga cheppamannav kadaaa

 S: first step thappu cheppav nuvu

  1. u opened the door

  next u went inside

  chi nuvu waste

5:36 PM ayina neeku cheppataniki siggu

  poni direct ga chupinchamante nemo chupinchav

  aa roju lumbini lo chupinchamanna kada

  water daggara

5:37 PM me: vasai anta public lo naaa

 S: water side thirigi vunam kada

  atu evaru leru kada

 me: normui kovvu daanaa

 S: ayina nuvu abbayivi neeku enduku siggu

 me: neeke baaga kovvu

5:38 PM S: public lo nuvvu enni sarlu cheyaledhu cheppu

 me: enti chesindi?

 S: toilet?

 me: haa chesaanu kaani nuvvu chudaledu kadaaa

5:39 PM S: andhari mundhu chesthav na mundhu cheyava

 me: abbbaa

  direct ga cheppu neekemi kaavaali

 S: adhi kavali

5:40 PM me: ademina separate ga teesivaddam kudurundenti

  adhi kaavalante nenu vundaali

 S: enti

  what r u thinking

5:41 PM adhi ante em anukuntunav

 me: abbo maalli maataa marchingaaa

 S: no marching

  nuvu verelaga ardham cheskuntunav

5:42 PM me: saray emadigaav nuvu cheppu

 S: first u

  nuvu em anukunav

 me: bellam kaaaaaaaaa

5:43 PM S: chi chi

  siggu lenoda

  yak thu

  kovvu ra neeku baga

 me: aadavaari matalaku arthaale veru leee

 S: eppudu ave alochanlu

 me: yaak ante istamani

 S: chi chi

 me: saray nuvvvu cheppu mari

 S: adhi ante

5:44 PM me: waat

 S: premaga oka mudhu kavali ani

 me: Oho

 S: nuvvemo

  waste fellow

 me: avunlee

  meeru goppavaaallu

 S: premaga oka mudhu kavali ani on forehead

5:45 PM nijalu theluskuntunav

 me: enti raa

  artham kaaledu nijalenti?

5:46 PM S: Meena: avunlee
meeru goppavaaallu

  nenu goppadhani ani theluskuntunav kada

 me: oho adaaa

  avunu nijamegaa

  meeru kovvu lo goppavaaallu

  maaya cheyadam lo goppavaallu

 S: hellooo

 me: enti

  heelllllllllllllo

5:47 PM bolo

 S: kovvu evariko we both know kada

 me: Yes i know pretty wel than u

 S: wat do u know..neeku baga kovvu ana

5:48 PM its ok ra....thagginchuko ippati kanna

 me: hello

 S: dhani gurinchi bada padaku

 me: neevalle naakochindi

 S: nenu vunanu ga ninnu marchataniki

 me: naakochhina taruvaataa neeku tagginatlu natistunaav le

 S: nadhi natana kadhu kanna

5:49 PM nijam

 me: alaitay first time ninnu msngr lo add chesukunnappudu back ki enduku jaragaledu

  naatho auto lo raasukuni pusukuni endukochhav

 S: hello

  control

 me: ha ha ha ha

 S: nenu back ki jariganu

5:50 PM me: No No NO NO Its a LIE

 S: nuvve na venakala kukka laga vachav

  pilla jampandu laga vundhi kada ani

 me: Pandi maatalu gagrattaaa

 S: plan chesi kutra chesi

  mosam chesi

  ammmo

5:51 PM pitchi dhani naku ne kutra ardham kaledhu

 me: helo

  amaayakudini , innocent ni mosam chesaav nuvve

5:52 PM S: voting thiskundhama evaru evaritho chethulo mosa poyaro ani

 me: Pakka

 S: evary one will support me only

5:53 PM me: Rigging cheste nekeeleee

 S: no riggins

  hu hu power poyindhi

 me: adi uppalaa

  pedamuttevaa

 S: i am not talking abt u kanna

 me: oye oye

5:54 PM enta maataannavee

 S: baga thisthunadu current em vachindho vadiki

 me: idi naa paruvu pratistaki sambandichindi

  sachhav po

 S: going

  bye

 me: bye

5:59 PM S: ma intlo power vachesindhi

  wat abt u??

  neeloo vachindhaaa

 me: tantaane ninnu

 S: enti indaka paruvu pratista antunav

  avi neeku vunayaa???

6:00 PM me: haaaaa

 S: avi ela pothayi

  pothayi ani enduku anukuntunav

  nenu em cheppanu mana madhaye vuntundhi le

6:01 PM me: Ra doesn't speak , shows in action

 S: already proved kada

  in actions only

6:02 PM wat do u say?

6:03 PM me: Nope you have taken it wrong way

  Wil show you soon

6:08 PM S: ok po

6:09 PM me: jst ippude mail achhindi

 S: ok

  inka enduku mari late

  po

6:12 PM me: vasai

 S: enti ra

6:13 PM oye

All Characters, incidents, photos, emails, chats, blog posts and places in this blog are related to my story. Resemblance to any person living or dead or to any incident or place is purely co - incidental.

Words cant express what i feel on you .. Great Poet!!!

Here is the email I got from her... Will tell you the back ground scene tomorrow.

From: rani<>
Date: Sat, Dec 20, 2008 at 12:29 PM
Subject: Re: Dont play with other's feelings
To: raj m <>

ilanti situation inkosari repeat avvakunda nenu chuskuntanu.....

nenu okati decide ayyani ippati ninchi nenu neeku istam vunate vuntanu....

nuvu lekapothe who will guide me....

i want previous raj back....

give reply frm ur heart not frm ur lips....previous ga vuntava??

On Sat, Dec 20, 2008 at 12:21 PM, raj  <> wrote:
furure lo malli yeppudina idi repeat avvochu..antay..nee feelings tho aaadukovachhu..anduke anni alochinchaanu. artham chesuko...manaiddarikosam idi...ika neeistam

On Sat, Dec 20, 2008 at 10:55 AM, rani<> wrote:

Words cant express what i feel on you...It is also difficult for me to prove........

The purpose of friendship is not to have someone who might complete ur lonliness but to have someone with whom you can share your incompleteness.....

The pain is not on the day of seperation of your dear one's....the pain is really when u live each day without them and with their presence.....

Enduku ra ila chesthunav.....nuvvu baga natisthunav kani na valla kadhu ne laga nattunchatam......just one day lo nuvvu ala banda rayi laga maripoyav..

kanisam ekado koncham feeling ayina vuntundhi......ala ledhu ante ardam inni rojulu natho frndship chesinattu natinchav ani aardham......

which one is acting...natho frndship ah leka ippudu chesthunadhi.........

neeku nijamgane feeling lekapothe ne kallalo neellu raavu...kani i found it 2 times yesterday...

nuvvu badha paduthu...nannu badha peduthu..idhi antha avasarama??

nenu cheppalsindhi cheppanu inka antha ne istam...

Was n't it a double game!!!!

Rojulo enni saarlu ee incident naaku gurthostundo...., Anta daarunamugaa arojala chesindi. Night 11 ki nenu uppal lo drop chesi ... varsham lo daarunamuga tadichipoyi vaste.. enti ela vellavani kuda nannadagaledu... endukante tanu apatike phone lo complete ga busy ga vundi. Tanaki manasakshi anedi vunte.. wrong question :)  And at any cost she has to pay the price for it... that day is coming soon.

I will tel you that incident guys. I was in balanagar at my frnds house on one saturday. (vaadintiki kuda memu okasari vellamu). I called her to meet, then she told me "I have office today, you come to uppal, I go to my offz & i wil meet you early in the evening". That day she wore a dress that I gifted for her b'day. That day she came with wearing all my gifts and told me .... "ivvanni neekosame petukochanu...  oka scarf okate teesukuraaaledu ani cheppindi". I was happy. (Naaku teliyadu appudu tana maatallo inta visham vuntundani). Evening early ga vachestanu 5 kalla ani cheppindi... Nenu tana kosam wait chestu vunaanu.... 6 no call, 7 no call.. finally I cald her then she said I'm in meeting. I believed it. Night 9 ayyindi appatiki kuda tana nunchi cal ledu. (Nenu tana kosam wait chestu vunte, akada tanu inkoditho enjoy chestu vundi.... )
Nenu cal cheste cut chesindi. Taruvata 9:30 ki cal chesi .. mee ofz ki vastunaanu.. late ayyindi kada ante.. ledu nuvu raavaddu.. maa colegue vastunadu busstop ki.. nannu bus ekkinchadaanikani cheppindi...  Finally she came to begumpet busstop at 10:20pm. Great!!! Night 10 varaku akkada , 10:20 ki naa daggara. At a time , oke roju iddaritho...  he he :) Naakasalu tana meeda ye maatram doubt raaledappudu... tanakoka chockabaar ipinchaanu.... bike vekki chakkaga kurchundi... and she got down one stop before uppal as her brother was waiting at busstop (ala cheppindi). Tanu bus dige antavaraku matladadamani nenu cal cheste engage. evarani adigite maa annaya... ila engage vachina pratisari maa annaya, maa dad ani lies cheppedi. That time I did not know that she started second track.

How could she wear all my gifted ones and  1. used me for dropping & pick up 2. Why she said "I wore all these for you"  3. Same day she met with second one & spent time till 10PM and again she used me for dropping. She spent her day with both of us. Was n't it a double game. 

She did all these when her parents went for her uncles death ceremony.

Eee incident eppatiki nenu marachipolenu. Tana double track gurinchi telisina ventane naa madiloki vachina first incident idi... inta daarunamuga chesindaa ani... 

That's it for today. My next post would be.. How my bad time started -> how we met, What happened in my office, who proposed first....

Answers for emails I got recently after I started blogging

After I start this blog, I got emails from my friends, common friends and from some unknown users. I hope this post answers all your questions. Thanks for questioning. 

Q1. If she suicides by writing your name, can you think of your future? 
Thanks for your concern . I have mentioned about it in my first post. I have done all ground work for more than 6 months before I start this blog. No one knows about it, even my close friends. Because I can only find the solution for my pain. I'm no way related to that. She will become reason for that. I have my lawyer ready to handle anything. I'm publishing my posts after my lawyer reads and gives me approval. 

We used to meet on every weekend when we were in love. From Feb 14th 2011, every weekend I'm doing all work around to get the justice. Definitely I will write a post with the complete ground work I did after I get the justice.

Q2. you are trying to exploit 1 lady in a very very dirty and painful way : 
Nenala edichano telusa tana mundu aa roju room lo tana second track gurinchi telisina taruvata...  ento manasika kshoba anubavinchanu.... anubavistunanu. Pain naadi ..., entaa pain anubavistunano evariki teliyadu. Tanagurinchi tanakosam alochistu enni chesanu .. aa time lo tanu vere athaniki close ayyindi .... Manasakshi vunna ye ammaina naa maa iddariki inta relation vunna taruvata inkodiki daggara avutunda.  Nenu okasari night 1:30 ki phone cheste engage vachindi.. entani adigite ofz colegue work gurinchi ani chepindi..  Nannu tanu chala torture pettindi tana lies tho... okaroju endukila chestunav .. nijam cheppu ani phone lo ariste... tanu naaku ila raasindi email lo.... Ikada kuda tanu enta game play chesindo chudandi.

"night antha chaala chaala alochinchanu ra..ne call tharvatha chaala sepu padukoledhu...
chala rojulu ga nenu chesthunadhi anni alochinchanu..na thappulu ento kuda thelusukunna...
idhi antha nenu edho ninnu namminchataniki em cheppatledhu ra...na antha nenu realize ayi nenu neetho matladali anukuna matalu...

nenu okati decide ayyanu ra..
na valle entho manchiga unde nuvu chala goram ga thayarayav kada..ammai ante entho respect iche nuvu buthulu thidthunav..entho goram ga behave chesthunav..ne manchithanam antha poyindhi..adhi kuda na valle ani thelusu...

na thappulu valla change ayipoyina ninnu nenu change chesthanu ra..nenu malli ninnu old raghav la chesthanu...naku thelusu nuvu maragalav...at the same time naku idhi manchi chance marataniki..."

 
Nenokasaari vja velutuna , night 8 ki cal cheste engage vachindi... ade time lo naaku telisina oka number ki chesanu daaniki kuda engage vachindi... evarani adigitay valla dad ani abbadam cheppindi.. appudu direct ga adiganu nuvu evarinina love cheste cheppu ani.. no no alantidi emi ledani cheppindi... Malli nenu 10:30 ki cheste appatiki tana phone lo edo setting pettesukundi... second atanaku cheste engage vastundi.. appudu nenu padina tension cheppalenu (Second athaniki maatrame telusu, how many times I called him, every time I got engage I called him. Appudu neeke story cheppindo...).. tanu enni games play chesindi .. enni abbadaalaadi nannu entaga edipinchindi.. nenu anubavinchina anubavistuna pain naake telusu ... naake... endukante aa pain naadi...
 

Q3. but is this the way you need to behave?

Nenu tana old company employee ni, nenu tanani love cheyamani tana venakala padi tortoture chestuna ani valla intlo, ofz colegues ki cheppindi. Nannu bad chesindi. Meere cheppandi, nenu full work tho ento busy ga vunnakuda nenu asalu naaku garigina cheating ni marchipolepotunanu... When I was recollecting all my sweet m/ms and I was all alone thinking of her all the time .. at that time second track start chesindi. Tanaku taanu ga velli propose chesindi. manishane vallu evarina cheyagalara...

Q4. R u thinking no one will question u or stops u to do what ever u r thinking?

When I was cheated by her, When I went through the deep agony, Did any body ask her?  When she started playing double game, did n't she think about that she is playing with 3 lifes & 3 families. No one has asked her. Cheppandi emi cheyanu naalo vunna aa baada, avedana, kopam ... oka ammai anta daarunamu ga nannedipiste...  tanu naatho mobile recharge cheyinchukundi second tho matladataaniki, Has anybody asked her? Naatho almost 100times padukunadi inkoditho love lo padindi, No one asked her?  Naakendukantaava... tanu parents kosam nannodileste.. sweet m/ms la vundipoyeyi ..  Kakapote tanu inkoditho strt chesi, nannu neglect cheste nenela tattukogalanu.

Q5. i'm thinking that how depth u fallen in human values:
"na valle entho manchiga unde nuvu chala goram ga thayarayav kada..ammai ante entho respect iche nuvu buthulu thidthunav..entho goram ga behave chesthunav..ne manchithanam antha poyindhi..adhi kuda na valle ani thelusu..."

kevelam tana valle nenu human values marchi poyi hard ayipoyanu.  I know that I'm doing wrong...But I need justice, I need my money that I spent for her. Ilanti daanika naa kaastam spent chesindi anedi life long nannu vedistune vuntundi. I need all my sleep less nights back.

Q6. Oka ammayini ila public lo petti, nichamga behave chesthava? neeku oka akko, chello vunte, evaranna ila chesthe neeku ela vuntundi cheppu?

Tanu nijamga ammai itay naatho physical relation vunna taruvata...inkodiki love chestuna ani ela propose chesindi, is it new definition for love? I agree.. Istam leni vaaditho life anta vundanavasaram ledu. But naatho garigina tappu gurinchi baade lekunda, asalu time gap lekunda inkodi daggarikelipoindi. Velite vellindi, velina ventane naaku cheppali ledante naa frnds ki cheppali, nenu inkodini chusukuna ani. Ala kaakunda idaritho 8months double game adindi. Akada somajiguda busstop lo vaadunte , nenu pullareddi sweetshop busstop daggara nenundevaadini. asalu first physical reln. pettukokudadu. Iddari tappu vundi. Tanu ammai ane nenu feel avadam ledu ... Naakalanti akko, chello vunte daaninepudo intlo nunchi tarimesevadini.

Q7. Didn't you see your mistakes
Nenu na possessiveness tho tanani ibandi pettanu, short temper ga behave chesanu, daaniki 100 times baada anubavinchanu,  I have paid for that. Konni vandala saarlu pachataapa paddanu. Kshaminchamani chala mails chesanu. Sare tana manasu virigipoyindi ani andaru antaru. Nenu antanu inkodini chusukuni nannu neglect chesindi ani.  Nijamga tanu manasu virigi baada padutu vunte.. asalemi gap lekunda tinaku tinu ga velli vere athaniki enduku propose chesindi. Physical ga okaritho reln vuna taruvata inkoatani daggaraki ela velataru. Ala ani istam leni vallatho vundanavasaram ledu, but ala gariginanduku baada padali kada, malli love antu velatara. Tanu inka inka hard ga behave chesesi... inkodini chusukuni...nannenta daarunamuga vaadukundo naake telusu..



Q8.What do you get, Why are you doing this?

Nenu enno nidra leni raathrulu gaadi panu, gaduputuna. Avanni naaku tanu ivagalada...   When I asked for my money that I spent for her, she asked for 6 months time.

nenu tana valla naa life enta nastapoyano mental ga, physical ga , financial ga, character param ga..... Who will pay price for it.

Nenu maaradaniki tanu time ichindani nuvu antunav... aa time lo nenu enni avamanalu barinchano telusa, valla ofz daggara nannu wait chepinchi tanu canteen ki velli vachedi... I used to walk from somaji guda circle to her office, enni saarlu uppal vellano ... avunu  naaku short temper, ... nenu maratanikichina time lo tanu inkodini chusukovadam tappu kaada, ante kaadu... tanu chala chala hard ga behave chesedi... nannu chala cheap ga chusindi.

Q9. Is she the reason for all.

Meerantunaru kada tanane badyuraalini enduku chestunavani..... tane kada naa daggara nunchi velipoindi... sare life long naatho vundaledu kaabatti velipoindani meeru antunaru... tanu new company join aina ventane... she strtd neglecting by selecting some one... This is true ...

Q10. Wat do you want finally

Na pain ki soln - valla parents mundu, ofz colegues mundi nijam oppukovali. Nenu spent chesina money naaku back ki raavali as she agreed that she return in 6 months. Hope I will get. Ikadakuda emaina games adalani plan cheste vacheantavaraku legal ga fight chestanu.

Faced lot of frustration, angry, hatred, negligence by her.

After reading all this.. you all please tel me how can I get out of my pain without punishing her...

Gifted her some gifts in different occasions, one day she wore all my gifted items .... and what she has done whole day ... I will share in my next post.

Will be back on 9th Aug

Hi Viewers, busy all these days. Will be back on 9th Aug . Thanks for your patience.